#67

I pray that something picks me up, and sets me down, in your warm arms.
Yeah, I'm thinking it's happening again, he's going off with her again... Though I did text him just friends, I guess I'll be ok... :/.
Just went for dinner in London, had some really nice sushi/ sashemi/ tempura. So good!
Grrr. New years tomorrow.

#66

She said she want's whatever she likes.

#65

I like where we are, here.
Lolll, I don't. Xmas was average :)

#64

Isn't he lovely, isn't he wonderful?
Lol I laaav Stevie Wonder, he is inspirational :'). 
Okay right. I kinda realized I've been breaking out recently in spots, maybe it's the new foundation... I don't exactly wear much, or very often for that matter.
But I definitely need to drink more, that always helps right? So I have a pint of water with me here right now! Not such a good idea, it's two hours till christmas, I'm going to be waking up all night peeing! (Sorry it had to be said...)
Another myth I've heard about is putting sudocream at night? Sounds good, I'll have to get some and try it :). 
So basically for me >>
More water
Keep healthy
Lots of fruit/veg still!
Sudocream? 
No greasy food


So generally healthier? But I guess I'm pretty healthy anyways ^^
Almost finished my pint! :P

#63

The words on the street and its on the news, I'm not gonna teach him how to dance with you.
Couldn't find the burgundy one I wanted, so I bought the blue one... :)

#62

If only, you tried you would move on.

Well, that was wierd. I don't feel the same as I used to, but the same emotions fill me when I see him. It's odd...  
Westfields tomorrow, it's going to be so depressing! Without being able to spend money >.>

#61

When I see you walking with her, I have to cover my eyes. Every time you leave with her, something inside me dies.
Im going to tell you about my trypophobia. 

'Fear of holes or clusters of holes. May also include clusters of similar shapes and indentions'

I'm not joking, it's disgusting. I literally looked it up on google, and all these pictures came up, I totally freaked...
And now I have goosebumps, everywhere. I can't describe how horrible this feeling is >.> 

#60

Win me back with a look of affection.
Lizzie: You can write my blog for me today if you like ;)
Jade : just say how jade missed you and ellie because yo decided to bunk school
Haha! We didn't bunk, we just didn't want to walk through the snow... :D

Oh well, officially the holidays today!! WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO 

#59

If you wanna live life loud throw your hands up
If you wanna scream and shout lemme hear you
Takin' all the fakers out if you're with me
Everybody work it, just keep living.
Oops, its Wednesday. Interthouse was cancelled :|. I was so looking forward to that. I have 24 detailed x-mas cards to write before Friday? Dear me. The new i-pod had a video camera. Ha. £115.
I really wanna find a cute guy who loves piano as much as me, wouldn't that be amazing?

#58

I know you lie,
I trust you all the same,
I don't know why.
I'm angry.
I'm doubting whether love is real. 

#57

Le Demarche <3
What I did, I did for the best, I really don't want to ever get hurt again, I'm not gonna risk falling for you. 

#56

I reach towards the sky, I've said my goodbyes, my heart's always with you know.
Right. When people are like 'OMGGG I've done so bad in this test!!' It really pisses me off, because most of the time, they are perfect people who have never got under 70% in a test. It like really puts me down? Because after a test if I go, 'I did SO bad!' I genuinely think that, or even KNOW I did really badly; aka didn't have a clue what to write. Whereas the other person knows deep down that they did fine, they just don't want to put their hopes up. It reminds me of when we had our big maths test... I was like to someone 'GRR I DID SHITE, I BET I GOT UNDER 50%' And so the bet began, and I won. Haha, I got 30% . Yeah, I fail at trig. 
I'm always confused haha, just saw pictures, facebook, confused me... How do they all know eachother... Yet she blanks me, and she helped me through so much.... :/ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

#55

My minds gone blank and my brains are scattered all over all over.
Sometimes I see people talk about me, like evidently... You know, they look 'casually' with their friend then say something. Why the fuck is that? I wish I could read minds... 
He's so, so hot. But it will never ever ever ever happen. Unless I move to Ireland maybe. I'll do that one day.
I shall visit Manchester, to see mates, then I will go to Ireland, to steal him. And on the way I'm going to visit Wales, to pontprydd.  To see Ian.

#54

It makes us uncomfortable still holding on when there's all this doubt, hovering.
I had something really interesting to say that I thought about while I walked home and now I can't think of it... 
Seeing all these stunning girls on this site, I am nothing compared to them. How ugly this makes me feel... Loosing and self confidence. This is what makes me.

You always said that we'd make it through :|

#53

I really fucked it up this time, didn't I my dear...

#52

Hope it gives you hell, I do.


Click here to go to my new flickr, most recent photography...
 This weekend was a complete complete waste, so stupid.

#51

Someday I'll show you a world that shines in the light.
I love deathnote, the film :). It's probably one of the best Asian movies of all time yes. It's where this guy who's like one of the bets students in Japan finds this notebook' 'deathnote' which the god of death has dropped into the human world.

e f

Who's ever name Light(the guy) writes in this notebook, they die. He works out how to control all these deaths, then becomes carried away and has killed most of Japan's criminals within five days. 

This film is actually amazing and it's also a series, which is just the film in series, just in anime whereas the film is mostly just reality. 

Today was so so boring. Babysitting was cancelled, fuck fuck fuckedy fuck, life's not fair. I want a party,NOW please. 

My Christmas list is so long, here are some ideas of things I put on it!

• Makeup, lots of it! I listed things like eyelash primer(Estee Lauder) and lots of mascaras including max factor false lash effect, and l'oreal telescopic, two of my favourite mascaras. And lots more makeup, and many brushes.
• Clothes, clothes and more clothes! The SD Bar hoodie from superdry, £54.99 , yes, I know, how depressing :/ This gorgeous longsleeved top from hollister in burgundy, I actually lovelovelove it, so much, shown above!
• Money!
• Just random stuff :D

 Goodnight(s).

#50

Our love was lost, but now, we've found it.
I hope so. I really really do.

James' birthday today :)

#49

Next time you point a finger, I'll point it to the mirror. 
Should I just keep my mouth shut forever, never say anything? I don't think humans have the ability to keep a small secret. how selfish.

#48

I still believe, it's you and me till the end of time.

Why the fuck am I doing this? I'm so bad at learning from my big, fat mistakes. Or maybe I'm just too forgiving. Both, I think.

i love that. it's so fxcking stunning.

#47

#46

I love the way you dance, the way you shake that ass, but the thing I love most is cummin' on your face, suck it bitch.
Yes, it's a fricking awesome song yo. Haha. Nice weekend so far? Maybe? I saw Hazel and got soaked on the way home because it poured! Made an apology, even though it wasn't necessary. Oh well, at least I know I made someone smile :3
118 434, why pay more, know the score. Fuck. I've had that in my head, for the past 4 days.

#45

No sleep in Heaven, or Bethlehem.

Oops. What the fuck? Where did this come from hahaha. FRIDAY TOMORROW. YAY. Babysitting as well. I don't really know why I write this. No one reads it. Well things continue to be awkward at school, but It's getting better ? :3

#44

By the way, I tried to say I'd be there... Waiting for...
I love my mocha. It's not a coffee, not quite a hot chocolate, which is perfect, because I love coffee, and hot choc, but it makes me throw up :/

#43

Lets go mad, and well drive to city, dance all night with your body brushed against me.

'okaay, so here i was on the train coming back from dance, i sat down and decided to listen to my phone, but my phone has these wrap around headphone thingys so i had to look up in the process of putting them on, and on the luggage thingy above me was a doll- you know the kinda big ones? And i thought it was a small child, so i screamed OH MY FUCKING GOD WHY IS SOMEONE'S OFFSPRING UP THERE?!, but i didnt know i screamed it cause my headphones were in and everyone on the train like looked at me and thought i was some prat (: then to top it all off when the train got to New Malden i stacked right off it, yeaah everyone on the train thinks ima really downetic (;'

Kat's fzcking amazing story.  How shite, was today? Very, very. I hate ms conville. Fucking cunt took my earings. All 5. Bitch doesn't even deserve a capital letter for her name. 

#42

I'm not saying it was your fault, although you could've done more, well your so naive...

Bitch, why, why fucking whyyy. I can't believe I thought it might be different this time. How wrong I really was. I saw 2012 today. It was pretty amazing, if I wasn't in a cinema, I think I would have cried so much hahahahaha. Yeah I'm really, really cool, no? ;D

#41

When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight.
New moon was average. Pretty disappointed. OH MY GOD. WHY CAN PEOPLE NOT JUDGE ME PLEASE. IT'S ACTUALLY NOT FAIR. 

My room, is awesome.

#40

Miss, look at your guy, he loves it, I can see it in her eyes. 

Went shopping today, bought a tshirt, cardie gloves and shoees! So yeah, awesome day. I haven't had my banana today :/. Hahahahahah. Oh dear I'm even boring myself writing this. Let me think of something interesting to put. Or not.

#39

Hey sweetie, I need you here tonight.
Is this really happening? Again? Shit. I don't want to fall in the same trap again, but I can't help myself, I'm falling. Already? Maybe it'll change soon. 

And don't you dare say we can just be friends, I'm not some girl that you can sway, We knew it'd happen eventually.

La, la la la.

#38

Baby don't worry, you are my only, you won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down.
All my titles have 'you' in them lately. I had one of my jabs today... Now I realize why everyone was like OHW my arm, now mine kills :/. Things I don't like.
1. Confusing people, I like people to be straight with me
2. Bitches, the ones who talk behind my back
3. Two faced people, common, make your mind up?
4. Homework
5. Orange people. Wtf, at least I'm naturally tanned, I don't slap on shitloads of foundation to make myself orange.
6. Mean people? Yeah, well, obv.


Click here to watch my new video :3

#37

Maybe it's best you leave me alone?

Grrr, I don't want to fall for you again. So I didn't reply.

#36

You act like you know...

You can't do this to me. You can't just try and pick things up, where we left off. Don't treat me like shit.

#35

Can't you feel my heart is beating? 
'If you're sexually active with a guy you don't even care about, it's not gonna hurt his reputation, it's gonna hurt yours'.

#34

No you can't find nothing at all, if there was nothing there all along.
So you can't make something out of nothing...? I hate it when people moan so much, when they don't see how lucky they really are. Just be positive; think positive, and everything seems better.

#33

I saw a light, coming through the trees. Freshly cut lawns, and little children sleepwalking. 

Sorry laptop's been broken! Now I've lost all my files, it's kinda depressing D:  . Everything's so fucked right now. 

It's someone's choice what they do with their life, not someone else's. 

'when we think we know people inside out and we think we know what's best for them we should try to remember we don't even know what's best for ourselves' Hayley Williams.

#32

You sit there in your heartache, waiting on some beautiful boy to save you from your old ways.
I find it so silly that I'm really bad at painting my nails on my right hand, using my left hand. So I did loads of layers of blue on the left, and I'm going to only do one layer of red on the right :). Yeah I know, doesn't match. Whatever. 

Are we only right handed because we were taught to write with our right hand? Could I have been left handed? If someone had encouraged me to learn to write with my left instead of my right when I was young? Or is it set, like in the brain, as soon as we're born; do we have a dominant hand from the moment of conception? 

#31

You and me together just think, I would take you for a nice drink

New glasses, ouch. Happy bonfire night maybe? Well I'm not exactly celebrating it till Saturday :) Hood road fireworks! They are always awesome and it's always a good night :3. I don't know what the fuck to write about today. I have nothing much to say yeah. I think I should teach myself not to trust people too easily.

#30

She doesn't care whether he's got no money, she knows he's got a heart of solid gold.
Ooh 30th blog. Okay living in contact lenses is so hard. I wish I could work ya know, I could get so much further. Hahaha. Okay tomorrow is fireworks day! Not much planned apart from hook road fireworks on Saturday! 
One of the things I hate, is greasy hair. I don't like hugging people with greasy hair. I know. LOL. And I hate HAVING greasy hair. That's why I wash my hair everyday. I KNOW, I KNOW, bad for my hair! But I don't straighten it any more, and I don't use heat on it as much, like WAY less. Good right?:) Because I'm growing out my hair, however long this takes!

#29

We go good together, just like coffee and cream.

Oh my god . I eat too much. HA. 

#28

So how are the stars tonight in Hollywood?
Oops missed Halloween! How could I eh? :) Actually it was pretty boring, stayed at home all day, then went out with Ellie and she came and we watched drag me to hell. Which was insane haha. I recommend it seriously if you like scary films that make you jump. It was so unexpected! And so like we were sat all huddled up and like screaming at everything ><. Last day of half term, so depressing. These contacts are not strong enough I swear, I couldn't cut a straight line, it's insane. New glasses from thursday or something, it's fucked, I will never wear them in public. Dear God please help me. 

#27

Well maybe its a case of ma wishhfull thinkinggg.
Oh my god. Broken glasses. Ow ow ow . So crazy.

#26

Lost in stereo, lost in stereo.
Omg wtf I'm too trusting, I need to stop. Ok, I can not longer trust anyone in this whole world ffs except for my girlies. Sorry didn't blog yesterday, was way eventful. Had a little fun in Nonsuch park with people and ended up doing wierd things... But in my defence I was infuenced by drink. And what the FUCK happened to, what happens in the circle stays in the cirle ? Yeah that was a fucking lieee ughh.

#25

I want to be wrong, but no one here wants to fight me like you do. 

Oh my god. ( I always seem to start with something similar to that??) I just watched deadgirl. I think that was like the second scariest film I have ever seen, and I watch so many scary films. Basically, this film was about some teenage guys who find a dead body of a lady, hidden. Which they then experiment with, and realize she cannot die, yet she is alive. (She's a zombie) But they like use her for sex... And we all know, zombies eat flesh? So she's like always hungry, but chained up... And once she bites someone they become one too. Okay I can't be arsed to remember the rest, here, click this for synopsis: SYNOPSIS OF DEADGIRL! And click here to watch a trailer. I don't think it's a well known film actually? 

Well today was ok, watched film at Eds... Not much really x]. And at the moment, I'm really confused. You can't make someone choose between two people. It doesn't work like that pffft.

#24

I want you so much, I need you so much, I need your touch.
Actually I don't, I just like the song, have for ages. Omg 11 minutes to blog before its the next day!! Challengeee. Today was rather lovely yes, chilled in Epsom with Dan, yoinked one of them chocolate shakers, currently beside me... It's going to go in my fish tank! And also, the roof of the car park is awesome.

#23

And when he asked me:
'do you still love me?'
I had to look away
I didn't want to tell him
That my heart grows colder with each day.
I need to get this over and done with. I'm so stuppiddd, ahhh. Bought some new underwear today. It's for Abbeys really. I'm hoping my period is done by then. HA.

#22

This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget.
I think everyone should ask themselves how their lives are yeah. I'm just thinking, how much times have changed... We couldn't even really choose who we wanted to marry in the 18th century. Oh wow I'm so cool. But yeah, our lives are so free today, it's pretty cool. So what's life going to be like in the future, will it change more? Oh my lord, my period is so bad. Yes I had to tell everyone that. I often do, just ask Jee. So today I'm going to see Hazel, and then do my tech at mine with Emily. LOL.

#21

Take the world away from us, but we apologise, for nothing. 
Camden was amazing! Managed to buy my cat ears, FROM TOPSHOP?! And they're amazing; leopard print! Bought slag socks too because they're awesome for my outfit. It's so slaggy, I love it. Managed not to spend too much, camera fund, duh. Also bought earrings! Some random Lizard and a playboy one haha! So yeah, today was really fun. I think everyone should go check out Shane Dawson on youtube, I've been subscribed to him for ages, he makes me laugh so much aha! http://www.youtube.com/user/ShaneDawsonTV

#20

When the gusts came around to blow me down, I held on as tightly as you held onto me.
Hello there! Today was the last day of term yeah? So for now, it's the autumn half term right? Well I'm going to be ultra busy; Camden tomorrow, textiles day Sunday, Museum day Monday (LOL I KNOW) Kingston Tuesday, maybe people Wednesday, don't know Thursday, Friday maybe Sutton thing for photography, then abbeys party, then fuck knows :). So, I'm up early tomorrow! People shouldn't be so insecure. I guess I prefer it when someone's more confident about themselves, it makes everyone happier! Just got piano music for to build a home, but Ryan's in bed so I can't play it, GUTTED :(

#19

#18

These girls fall like dominoes, dominoes.
Fuck. Why do people have to grass people up? The world is so much better when people keep their mouths shut. I didn't mean what I said yesterday about the silent whore thing, it was way more aimed at E, but then I don't even remember who I told but they went and told the other person who I said it was and now they hate me. Fuck whoever that was :/. Shitttt when I find out who it was I'm actually going to fucking stab them.

#17

I don't know where to go, I don't know what to be, I don't know how to change from being me.
Today was a good day. I live in a giant bucket. Oh gosh, I love that. I hate love. I think, that first love, we never get over. I still think about mine to this day, I can't actually help it. I will never feel the same about someone, even though it was so long ago. You know what else I hate? Something I like to call silent whores. The ones who act like they're innocent, and behind your back they are flirting like crazy, texts ,msn, meeting up and secretly fucking the one you like, behind your back. I mean that hasn't happened in long, because I've learnt yeah? 
Isn't the film Amelie (sorry If I spelt that wrong...) has stunning piano music? It's all written by Yann Tiersen, who is probably some amazing french composer haha.
Anyway, enough of neek time, review time maybe? Sorry it's a little bit shit but yeah...
Mexican Car Chase , a pretty new band, which includes Greg Burns on drums, Dave Beak singing and guitar, and Sam Morgan playing piano, bass and backing vocals. Influenced by band like Muse, Kasabian,The Strokes, 30 Seconds To Mars, they have a pretty great sound :). Check their myspace, http://www.myspace.com/mexicancarchaseband

Sam asked me to review on of their songs, 'Fade To Black' Click here to listen :D  Right I think this song is pretty good, interesting opening, kinda makes you think it's building up to something, which makes you want to carry on listening. Then comes in some awesome guitar, and it would be the kinda thing that I would hear and be like, 'hey, what's this song called, I like it!' So yeah, nice job there. The chorus is really catchy, and the lyrics aren't too hard to pick up, which always makes a song successful right? Then what really is amazing is the random contrast of the piano that comes in at about 4:30. This really reminds me of a song by lostprophets haha(Start Something), which has 30 seconds of insane piano to end it... So overall, I think this song is pretty successful, well done to all the members, and you should go listen to more:) 

#16

I have no words to sing for you today, this song is classical.8)
Ent I cool yeah? Well actually, I'm not afraid to admit it haha, I do have some classical music. It's all part of being brought up playing piano, and actually falling in love with amazing pieces. Like when you hear and awesome song right, and you just wanna learn it, sing it, play it. Or maybe that's just me...
Just been to sainsburys, what an interesting life I lead. Bought new face wash and some st ives peach scrub various people have recommended, thanks Thilde and Ellie?:) 
Don't run from your problems. People do this too much. This is why blanking happens right? Take XXX and I. We had a really lovely time in the summer, we got on so well, and I know XXX thought that too. And something happened. It was nice, and I don't regret it, maybe he does, but I know he loved it. And then XXX randomly decided to blank me, because he realized he liked me, but loved someone else. That's when he ran. Ran like a bitch. And now he's denying everything that happened. Is that just me, or is that the most ultra selfish thing he could have done in that situation? Maybe ok for him and the one he loved, but not for me, and what we had. You can't just lead someone on, just because you like them a bit, even though you like someone else more, get with them, and then just totally leave them. What a fucking pussy. 
Oh my gosh, going to be so busy this week. 

#15

I'll make her say, oh oh oh, when I poke her face. 

Eight followers. SCORE ;). And omgah, so excited, I got picked with Jadey for the Sutton Times Square Exhibition :D:D Ehehehe, two of my pictures got chosen, so Mr. Gurney shall pick the better one :). But oh my, I was so scared, and I'm so happy! So we get a day of school, and our pictures published yeah? Some people are annoying. I loved how times were in year 8 and all, it was so cute... Like the picture below haha.

#14 Just a little extra for today...

There's room for two, six feet under the stars. 

Well, I'm trying to make my blog more interesting, and sorry if you're bored of me already ;). So I'll tell you a little bit about myself, maybe?                                                My full name is Elizabeth Mizuki Stanton... Mizuki either means beautiful moon, or Swiss season. Weird... Born on the 6th March. After I was born, I lived in Switzerland for two years, in Geneva. Then I moved to England, in a town called Farnham. This was the coolest place to live, made amazing friends, who I've pretty much lost touch with :/. I'm half Japanese, quarter Russian, quarter Polish, yep, not English one bit! Anyway, enough about the stuff you probably knew... Random bits and bobs:

- I have a really small head, I think?

- I have a really thorough face cleansing routine; rinse, neutrogena wash thing, rinse, scrub1, rinse, scrub2, rinse, scrub3, rinse, cold water. Yet I still have some spots?! 

-I can't physically sleep if my room is too messy.

-I don't pee much, haha.

-I'm very lightly allergic to many vegetables like sugar snaps and carrots. My throat and lips get insanely itchy.

-Everyone in my family wears glasses. Its hilarious. Though James and I wear contacts as well, more him than I.

-I find it really easy to write upside down

-I'm really picky about what people call me... Though I don't tell someone when they call me something

-I can be insanely opinionated.

-I wear too much mascara, but I can't help it.

-I hate when so many people copy me, but I'm also a hypocrite. 

-I hate the fact so many people do the stupid ugg boot look with jeggings and a skimpy top and all jack wills. Common people, have some imagination, some individuality.

-I'm get bored of people, sometimes. It's really bad, and I shouldn't, and all it usually takes is something small to make the relationship worthwhile again.

-I've been offered modelling before, but it must have been fake because I would have to pay for the portfolio. 

-I take a lot for granted, and people probably realize that after spending a lot of time with me.

-I get jealous, really easily, which leads to me being in a bad mood lol.

-I'm not how I used to be.

-I've made so many mistakes.

-So many rumours are spread about me in various schools because of what happened long ago. Why can't people just drop things?

That's all, for now.

#13

Sun's up, we wait all day, the hell outsides kept away.
Forgot to write again, my bad... I kept telling myself, don't forget, you did the other day, mustn't make an impression haha. This speller check thing is on and it's really annoying, I can't turn it off... So when I make a mistake that little red squiggly red line pops up, it's such piss take haha, I have to get rid of them, hense the perfect spelling and grammar in this 8). Babysat last night. Almost a third of the way to my camera <3. Well today shall be busy, I have to get textiles fabric, and see Kyle, somehow... Ahh mayhem. Justin Bieber... Yummy, or what? I used to love him, I do again, silly pikey days haha, I shouldn't be listening to him :D. Gotta love a bit of Foals. I have work to do, but I cant be FUCKED. Ooh, Christmas is coming up right? Effort, means I have to buy presents! And haha, I have 7 followers, how popular am I?! Well no one in England seems to use blogs...

#12

Don't you wake me up, I don't want this dream to end. 
Well, today was good, had fun lessons:). Photography was amazing...I wanna be one of the 10 he picks from our year, we get to miss a day of school, get our photo published in the shop near tk-max in times square, and get to do that workshop thing in Sutton? Ahh wells, I would die for that... Saving up for this dslr is such effort, I only have like 40 so far HAHAHA. About 400 more to go ;). Well babysitting tomorrow! And mum's advertising me to some people she knows with something I will write later... So hopefully I can get more jobs! After school went Sutton with Krena, then back to Cheam to see Kyle, saw all his mates I was like AHHHH :), they are very lovely. So yes, I have decided to not go on the French exchange, which costs about £500, but to carry on saving for the beloved camera. 

#11

That fire you ignited, good bad an undecided, burns when I stand beside it, your light is ultra violet. 
Oh gosh, forgot to write yesterday, my bad ^^. It was a busy day, went straight after school to do some photography... Which failed REALLY bad. I liked about 3 of the photos I took! And such bad lighting at 6pm D:  Well got home at 8pm, totally forgot about everything. Today, after school Eloise and I took some  cool new route out of school and got lost, wandering around the huge park for about an hour. Funfunfun. Haha, I seem to be one of the only ones who called her Eloise and not Ellie, it just comes naturally..? Well tomorrow I have no clue what so ever about anything that's going on! Deary me :)

#10

If you got it all figured out, then what is there to shout about?

Just made some SICKK edit with the help of James :) I'll upload it on facebook:D ehehehe. Oh my, so tired! :) Well erm good day today, ccf was average. MY HEAD IS REALLY SMALL, ITS SO HORRIBLE :( Its annoying, clothes never look like umm, what's the word?? Proportionate? Haha. Nothing to say today! (s)

#9

There's only one thing,to do, three words, for you, I love you.
Did you know right, the word 'bed' actually looks like a bed?? That was on mlia.com( my life is average.com). Which I was pretty amazed at... Though it seems better if the words like stretched; beeeeeed. Well um, school was pretty aright, found my memory stick:) Though I have to photoshop about 10 photos for Wednesday. I've done 3. And I have to do a THIRD photo shoot in for then too, silly me, was on the textiles trip. Uploading some LONG video onto facebook! CCF tomorrow, joy.

#8

Please dont tell me that I'm the only one thats vunerable, impossible.
Well um, today was a bit boring, didn't shower till like 12am. Then went into Epsom with Kyle and Sam. How interesting right? Stupid me has lost their memory stick and is screwed.... Lost at my work, photography and everything.UGH. I'm so annoyed and upset! And also, thinking about a decision... 

#7

123, Your talking shit, you don't seem to download far.
Today has been... Eventful? But shitty events, not amazing really. At 12:20 my dad's like 'Oh were going out for lunch at half past' And I'm like 'WHAT THE FUCK I HAVEN'T SHOWERED' So I went out, looking like shit. Then went to Epsom, got some nice pyjamas, and bed socks, and tights, and headphones! Then went to Ellie's and delivered Serena's birthday present, it was rather cool 8). Babysitting at 8pm, Hellyeahh.

#6

Hey! What do you know about the song and the dancing in the wind?
I know what I've just done...Or I'm doing ... That I will regret it, I don't know why I'm doing it... And I feel kinda bad, but its because things aren't going exactly how I would want them too... Right? Maybe I don't like him as much as I think I do...I'm so silly, I can't help it. Oh dear me. The knitting and stitching show was so fun today! Bought so much (L)

#5

Baby get shaky, break the rules.
Today wasn't bad... School was average... And saw Kyle afterwards, it was pretty nice:). Didn't realize it gets so cold in the evenings!! I ate dinner then felt fat so did a bit of cycling on the machine (h). Well school trip tomorrow, its so funny, for textiles. Laura and I are going to see how many old people we can get pictures with right, might end up a bit messy :D. So I'm happy today, not needing to do any homework, due to no school tomorrow, then its the WEEEEKEND. And I have no idea what I'm doing, apart from babysitting Saturday night YAY. Have a nice day y'all! Oh dear, cringe.

#4

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend, somewhere alone in the bitterness.
Had the most stressful evening ever. I don't care if I said that yesterday... Today I had like 6 phone calls, that added up to about 4 hours, two of them arguing. The reason being, my facebook and bebo were hacked and racist comments were made...I soon set him straight. As for another friend, who did join in, but did the lesser part, I have forgiven. We were really close, and I am willing to try again... Even though I'm reluctant because somehow I know we will end up in a bad situation again. My life is so complicated right? The male, who made the numerous racist comments is still bothering me, ' can we just be neutral?' No... I gave you like four chances, you blew them all, pffft. Stubborn-ness ftw yeah?  My hair has dried really badly... And I'm seeing Kyle tomorrow x]x].

#3

Keeping an eye on the world, so many thousands of feet of the ground.

Hey! Its tuesday, had ccf today. Was actually okay :). I got home to find out my younger brother had cut up all my photography work. Due in tomorrow. Guess who has to do it all again?¬.¬      . Haha and got a big box of goodies from baba in Japan:) So many weird sweets haha! ALSO, got my new oyster! No more embarrassing times... 'Umm my oyster cards a little broken' Haha! Wait that wasn't quite funny >< I'm so stressed today haha. GOODNIGHT FO' NOW.

#2

Why do people who can't take advice always insist on giving it?
Its Monday, back to school...JOY. Actually thinking back to it today wasn't too bad. I have one follower haha...Thanks Meme! Oh well I only just made this. It's kinda fun putting all my thoughts and everything here... Therapeutic, yet somewhat sad :D. I was so annoyed when I got home, saw this amazing picture opportunity of some  red ivy covered in rain, it was really pretty. I will walk some again tomorrow in hope to get a picture for my photography homework! And also bumped into Kyle because we both walked... It was kinda embarrassing, being like 'OMGAHH I HAVE NO MAKE UP ON SO I'M JUST GONNA WALK ON NOW' Haha! Been invited to ANOTHER gathering in beddington park on Saturday, don't think I'll bother because its so far... And I have babysitting in the evening. More babysitting next weekend, I can't wait to have money... Though this is going to be my third attempt at saving up about £600 for a canon 450D right. I'm so bad with money! Ccf tomorrow, I just realized I will not be able to take these amazing pictures! How depressing :(. Mmm Im hungry, bye! (L)

#1

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle, life is a maze, and love is a riddle.

Hello! This is like, my first ever blog! I'm so excited :D. So what am I supposed to do here? I'm guessing like a diary almost? Okay how about I Introduce myself? My names Lizzie, I'm friendly(L). I'm half Japanese, quarter Polish, quarter Russian. Yeah I know-weird combination right? You will never find someone like me:). So this weekends been really good so far, went to a big gathering in the park yesterday, had a lovely time with everyone, and then went to Serena's place and messed around, it was her birthday last week! Ordering her present today... She's pretty much guessed what it is, a life size cut out of Edward Cullen !!  Anyhow, I will try and blog as much as I can yeah? (S)