#27

Well maybe its a case of ma wishhfull thinkinggg.
Oh my god. Broken glasses. Ow ow ow . So crazy.

#26

Lost in stereo, lost in stereo.
Omg wtf I'm too trusting, I need to stop. Ok, I can not longer trust anyone in this whole world ffs except for my girlies. Sorry didn't blog yesterday, was way eventful. Had a little fun in Nonsuch park with people and ended up doing wierd things... But in my defence I was infuenced by drink. And what the FUCK happened to, what happens in the circle stays in the cirle ? Yeah that was a fucking lieee ughh.

#25

I want to be wrong, but no one here wants to fight me like you do. 

Oh my god. ( I always seem to start with something similar to that??) I just watched deadgirl. I think that was like the second scariest film I have ever seen, and I watch so many scary films. Basically, this film was about some teenage guys who find a dead body of a lady, hidden. Which they then experiment with, and realize she cannot die, yet she is alive. (She's a zombie) But they like use her for sex... And we all know, zombies eat flesh? So she's like always hungry, but chained up... And once she bites someone they become one too. Okay I can't be arsed to remember the rest, here, click this for synopsis: SYNOPSIS OF DEADGIRL! And click here to watch a trailer. I don't think it's a well known film actually? 

Well today was ok, watched film at Eds... Not much really x]. And at the moment, I'm really confused. You can't make someone choose between two people. It doesn't work like that pffft.

#24

I want you so much, I need you so much, I need your touch.
Actually I don't, I just like the song, have for ages. Omg 11 minutes to blog before its the next day!! Challengeee. Today was rather lovely yes, chilled in Epsom with Dan, yoinked one of them chocolate shakers, currently beside me... It's going to go in my fish tank! And also, the roof of the car park is awesome.

#23

And when he asked me:
'do you still love me?'
I had to look away
I didn't want to tell him
That my heart grows colder with each day.
I need to get this over and done with. I'm so stuppiddd, ahhh. Bought some new underwear today. It's for Abbeys really. I'm hoping my period is done by then. HA.

#22

This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget.
I think everyone should ask themselves how their lives are yeah. I'm just thinking, how much times have changed... We couldn't even really choose who we wanted to marry in the 18th century. Oh wow I'm so cool. But yeah, our lives are so free today, it's pretty cool. So what's life going to be like in the future, will it change more? Oh my lord, my period is so bad. Yes I had to tell everyone that. I often do, just ask Jee. So today I'm going to see Hazel, and then do my tech at mine with Emily. LOL.

#21

Take the world away from us, but we apologise, for nothing. 
Camden was amazing! Managed to buy my cat ears, FROM TOPSHOP?! And they're amazing; leopard print! Bought slag socks too because they're awesome for my outfit. It's so slaggy, I love it. Managed not to spend too much, camera fund, duh. Also bought earrings! Some random Lizard and a playboy one haha! So yeah, today was really fun. I think everyone should go check out Shane Dawson on youtube, I've been subscribed to him for ages, he makes me laugh so much aha! http://www.youtube.com/user/ShaneDawsonTV

#20

When the gusts came around to blow me down, I held on as tightly as you held onto me.
Hello there! Today was the last day of term yeah? So for now, it's the autumn half term right? Well I'm going to be ultra busy; Camden tomorrow, textiles day Sunday, Museum day Monday (LOL I KNOW) Kingston Tuesday, maybe people Wednesday, don't know Thursday, Friday maybe Sutton thing for photography, then abbeys party, then fuck knows :). So, I'm up early tomorrow! People shouldn't be so insecure. I guess I prefer it when someone's more confident about themselves, it makes everyone happier! Just got piano music for to build a home, but Ryan's in bed so I can't play it, GUTTED :(

#19

#18

These girls fall like dominoes, dominoes.
Fuck. Why do people have to grass people up? The world is so much better when people keep their mouths shut. I didn't mean what I said yesterday about the silent whore thing, it was way more aimed at E, but then I don't even remember who I told but they went and told the other person who I said it was and now they hate me. Fuck whoever that was :/. Shitttt when I find out who it was I'm actually going to fucking stab them.

#17

I don't know where to go, I don't know what to be, I don't know how to change from being me.
Today was a good day. I live in a giant bucket. Oh gosh, I love that. I hate love. I think, that first love, we never get over. I still think about mine to this day, I can't actually help it. I will never feel the same about someone, even though it was so long ago. You know what else I hate? Something I like to call silent whores. The ones who act like they're innocent, and behind your back they are flirting like crazy, texts ,msn, meeting up and secretly fucking the one you like, behind your back. I mean that hasn't happened in long, because I've learnt yeah? 
Isn't the film Amelie (sorry If I spelt that wrong...) has stunning piano music? It's all written by Yann Tiersen, who is probably some amazing french composer haha.
Anyway, enough of neek time, review time maybe? Sorry it's a little bit shit but yeah...
Mexican Car Chase , a pretty new band, which includes Greg Burns on drums, Dave Beak singing and guitar, and Sam Morgan playing piano, bass and backing vocals. Influenced by band like Muse, Kasabian,The Strokes, 30 Seconds To Mars, they have a pretty great sound :). Check their myspace, http://www.myspace.com/mexicancarchaseband

Sam asked me to review on of their songs, 'Fade To Black' Click here to listen :D  Right I think this song is pretty good, interesting opening, kinda makes you think it's building up to something, which makes you want to carry on listening. Then comes in some awesome guitar, and it would be the kinda thing that I would hear and be like, 'hey, what's this song called, I like it!' So yeah, nice job there. The chorus is really catchy, and the lyrics aren't too hard to pick up, which always makes a song successful right? Then what really is amazing is the random contrast of the piano that comes in at about 4:30. This really reminds me of a song by lostprophets haha(Start Something), which has 30 seconds of insane piano to end it... So overall, I think this song is pretty successful, well done to all the members, and you should go listen to more:) 

#16

I have no words to sing for you today, this song is classical.8)
Ent I cool yeah? Well actually, I'm not afraid to admit it haha, I do have some classical music. It's all part of being brought up playing piano, and actually falling in love with amazing pieces. Like when you hear and awesome song right, and you just wanna learn it, sing it, play it. Or maybe that's just me...
Just been to sainsburys, what an interesting life I lead. Bought new face wash and some st ives peach scrub various people have recommended, thanks Thilde and Ellie?:) 
Don't run from your problems. People do this too much. This is why blanking happens right? Take XXX and I. We had a really lovely time in the summer, we got on so well, and I know XXX thought that too. And something happened. It was nice, and I don't regret it, maybe he does, but I know he loved it. And then XXX randomly decided to blank me, because he realized he liked me, but loved someone else. That's when he ran. Ran like a bitch. And now he's denying everything that happened. Is that just me, or is that the most ultra selfish thing he could have done in that situation? Maybe ok for him and the one he loved, but not for me, and what we had. You can't just lead someone on, just because you like them a bit, even though you like someone else more, get with them, and then just totally leave them. What a fucking pussy. 
Oh my gosh, going to be so busy this week. 

#15

I'll make her say, oh oh oh, when I poke her face. 

Eight followers. SCORE ;). And omgah, so excited, I got picked with Jadey for the Sutton Times Square Exhibition :D:D Ehehehe, two of my pictures got chosen, so Mr. Gurney shall pick the better one :). But oh my, I was so scared, and I'm so happy! So we get a day of school, and our pictures published yeah? Some people are annoying. I loved how times were in year 8 and all, it was so cute... Like the picture below haha.

#14 Just a little extra for today...

There's room for two, six feet under the stars. 

Well, I'm trying to make my blog more interesting, and sorry if you're bored of me already ;). So I'll tell you a little bit about myself, maybe?                                                My full name is Elizabeth Mizuki Stanton... Mizuki either means beautiful moon, or Swiss season. Weird... Born on the 6th March. After I was born, I lived in Switzerland for two years, in Geneva. Then I moved to England, in a town called Farnham. This was the coolest place to live, made amazing friends, who I've pretty much lost touch with :/. I'm half Japanese, quarter Russian, quarter Polish, yep, not English one bit! Anyway, enough about the stuff you probably knew... Random bits and bobs:

- I have a really small head, I think?

- I have a really thorough face cleansing routine; rinse, neutrogena wash thing, rinse, scrub1, rinse, scrub2, rinse, scrub3, rinse, cold water. Yet I still have some spots?! 

-I can't physically sleep if my room is too messy.

-I don't pee much, haha.

-I'm very lightly allergic to many vegetables like sugar snaps and carrots. My throat and lips get insanely itchy.

-Everyone in my family wears glasses. Its hilarious. Though James and I wear contacts as well, more him than I.

-I find it really easy to write upside down

-I'm really picky about what people call me... Though I don't tell someone when they call me something

-I can be insanely opinionated.

-I wear too much mascara, but I can't help it.

-I hate when so many people copy me, but I'm also a hypocrite. 

-I hate the fact so many people do the stupid ugg boot look with jeggings and a skimpy top and all jack wills. Common people, have some imagination, some individuality.

-I'm get bored of people, sometimes. It's really bad, and I shouldn't, and all it usually takes is something small to make the relationship worthwhile again.

-I've been offered modelling before, but it must have been fake because I would have to pay for the portfolio. 

-I take a lot for granted, and people probably realize that after spending a lot of time with me.

-I get jealous, really easily, which leads to me being in a bad mood lol.

-I'm not how I used to be.

-I've made so many mistakes.

-So many rumours are spread about me in various schools because of what happened long ago. Why can't people just drop things?

That's all, for now.

#13

Sun's up, we wait all day, the hell outsides kept away.
Forgot to write again, my bad... I kept telling myself, don't forget, you did the other day, mustn't make an impression haha. This speller check thing is on and it's really annoying, I can't turn it off... So when I make a mistake that little red squiggly red line pops up, it's such piss take haha, I have to get rid of them, hense the perfect spelling and grammar in this 8). Babysat last night. Almost a third of the way to my camera <3. Well today shall be busy, I have to get textiles fabric, and see Kyle, somehow... Ahh mayhem. Justin Bieber... Yummy, or what? I used to love him, I do again, silly pikey days haha, I shouldn't be listening to him :D. Gotta love a bit of Foals. I have work to do, but I cant be FUCKED. Ooh, Christmas is coming up right? Effort, means I have to buy presents! And haha, I have 7 followers, how popular am I?! Well no one in England seems to use blogs...

#12

Don't you wake me up, I don't want this dream to end. 
Well, today was good, had fun lessons:). Photography was amazing...I wanna be one of the 10 he picks from our year, we get to miss a day of school, get our photo published in the shop near tk-max in times square, and get to do that workshop thing in Sutton? Ahh wells, I would die for that... Saving up for this dslr is such effort, I only have like 40 so far HAHAHA. About 400 more to go ;). Well babysitting tomorrow! And mum's advertising me to some people she knows with something I will write later... So hopefully I can get more jobs! After school went Sutton with Krena, then back to Cheam to see Kyle, saw all his mates I was like AHHHH :), they are very lovely. So yes, I have decided to not go on the French exchange, which costs about £500, but to carry on saving for the beloved camera. 

#11

That fire you ignited, good bad an undecided, burns when I stand beside it, your light is ultra violet. 
Oh gosh, forgot to write yesterday, my bad ^^. It was a busy day, went straight after school to do some photography... Which failed REALLY bad. I liked about 3 of the photos I took! And such bad lighting at 6pm D:  Well got home at 8pm, totally forgot about everything. Today, after school Eloise and I took some  cool new route out of school and got lost, wandering around the huge park for about an hour. Funfunfun. Haha, I seem to be one of the only ones who called her Eloise and not Ellie, it just comes naturally..? Well tomorrow I have no clue what so ever about anything that's going on! Deary me :)

#10

If you got it all figured out, then what is there to shout about?

Just made some SICKK edit with the help of James :) I'll upload it on facebook:D ehehehe. Oh my, so tired! :) Well erm good day today, ccf was average. MY HEAD IS REALLY SMALL, ITS SO HORRIBLE :( Its annoying, clothes never look like umm, what's the word?? Proportionate? Haha. Nothing to say today! (s)

#9

There's only one thing,to do, three words, for you, I love you.
Did you know right, the word 'bed' actually looks like a bed?? That was on mlia.com( my life is average.com). Which I was pretty amazed at... Though it seems better if the words like stretched; beeeeeed. Well um, school was pretty aright, found my memory stick:) Though I have to photoshop about 10 photos for Wednesday. I've done 3. And I have to do a THIRD photo shoot in for then too, silly me, was on the textiles trip. Uploading some LONG video onto facebook! CCF tomorrow, joy.

#8

Please dont tell me that I'm the only one thats vunerable, impossible.
Well um, today was a bit boring, didn't shower till like 12am. Then went into Epsom with Kyle and Sam. How interesting right? Stupid me has lost their memory stick and is screwed.... Lost at my work, photography and everything.UGH. I'm so annoyed and upset! And also, thinking about a decision... 

#7

123, Your talking shit, you don't seem to download far.
Today has been... Eventful? But shitty events, not amazing really. At 12:20 my dad's like 'Oh were going out for lunch at half past' And I'm like 'WHAT THE FUCK I HAVEN'T SHOWERED' So I went out, looking like shit. Then went to Epsom, got some nice pyjamas, and bed socks, and tights, and headphones! Then went to Ellie's and delivered Serena's birthday present, it was rather cool 8). Babysitting at 8pm, Hellyeahh.

#6

Hey! What do you know about the song and the dancing in the wind?
I know what I've just done...Or I'm doing ... That I will regret it, I don't know why I'm doing it... And I feel kinda bad, but its because things aren't going exactly how I would want them too... Right? Maybe I don't like him as much as I think I do...I'm so silly, I can't help it. Oh dear me. The knitting and stitching show was so fun today! Bought so much (L)

#5

Baby get shaky, break the rules.
Today wasn't bad... School was average... And saw Kyle afterwards, it was pretty nice:). Didn't realize it gets so cold in the evenings!! I ate dinner then felt fat so did a bit of cycling on the machine (h). Well school trip tomorrow, its so funny, for textiles. Laura and I are going to see how many old people we can get pictures with right, might end up a bit messy :D. So I'm happy today, not needing to do any homework, due to no school tomorrow, then its the WEEEEKEND. And I have no idea what I'm doing, apart from babysitting Saturday night YAY. Have a nice day y'all! Oh dear, cringe.

#4

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend, somewhere alone in the bitterness.
Had the most stressful evening ever. I don't care if I said that yesterday... Today I had like 6 phone calls, that added up to about 4 hours, two of them arguing. The reason being, my facebook and bebo were hacked and racist comments were made...I soon set him straight. As for another friend, who did join in, but did the lesser part, I have forgiven. We were really close, and I am willing to try again... Even though I'm reluctant because somehow I know we will end up in a bad situation again. My life is so complicated right? The male, who made the numerous racist comments is still bothering me, ' can we just be neutral?' No... I gave you like four chances, you blew them all, pffft. Stubborn-ness ftw yeah?  My hair has dried really badly... And I'm seeing Kyle tomorrow x]x].

#3

Keeping an eye on the world, so many thousands of feet of the ground.

Hey! Its tuesday, had ccf today. Was actually okay :). I got home to find out my younger brother had cut up all my photography work. Due in tomorrow. Guess who has to do it all again?¬.¬      . Haha and got a big box of goodies from baba in Japan:) So many weird sweets haha! ALSO, got my new oyster! No more embarrassing times... 'Umm my oyster cards a little broken' Haha! Wait that wasn't quite funny >< I'm so stressed today haha. GOODNIGHT FO' NOW.

#2

Why do people who can't take advice always insist on giving it?
Its Monday, back to school...JOY. Actually thinking back to it today wasn't too bad. I have one follower haha...Thanks Meme! Oh well I only just made this. It's kinda fun putting all my thoughts and everything here... Therapeutic, yet somewhat sad :D. I was so annoyed when I got home, saw this amazing picture opportunity of some  red ivy covered in rain, it was really pretty. I will walk some again tomorrow in hope to get a picture for my photography homework! And also bumped into Kyle because we both walked... It was kinda embarrassing, being like 'OMGAHH I HAVE NO MAKE UP ON SO I'M JUST GONNA WALK ON NOW' Haha! Been invited to ANOTHER gathering in beddington park on Saturday, don't think I'll bother because its so far... And I have babysitting in the evening. More babysitting next weekend, I can't wait to have money... Though this is going to be my third attempt at saving up about £600 for a canon 450D right. I'm so bad with money! Ccf tomorrow, I just realized I will not be able to take these amazing pictures! How depressing :(. Mmm Im hungry, bye! (L)

#1

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle, life is a maze, and love is a riddle.

Hello! This is like, my first ever blog! I'm so excited :D. So what am I supposed to do here? I'm guessing like a diary almost? Okay how about I Introduce myself? My names Lizzie, I'm friendly(L). I'm half Japanese, quarter Polish, quarter Russian. Yeah I know-weird combination right? You will never find someone like me:). So this weekends been really good so far, went to a big gathering in the park yesterday, had a lovely time with everyone, and then went to Serena's place and messed around, it was her birthday last week! Ordering her present today... She's pretty much guessed what it is, a life size cut out of Edward Cullen !!  Anyhow, I will try and blog as much as I can yeah? (S)