#48

I still believe, it's you and me till the end of time.

Why the fuck am I doing this? I'm so bad at learning from my big, fat mistakes. Or maybe I'm just too forgiving. Both, I think.

i love that. it's so fxcking stunning.

#47

#46

I love the way you dance, the way you shake that ass, but the thing I love most is cummin' on your face, suck it bitch.
Yes, it's a fricking awesome song yo. Haha. Nice weekend so far? Maybe? I saw Hazel and got soaked on the way home because it poured! Made an apology, even though it wasn't necessary. Oh well, at least I know I made someone smile :3
118 434, why pay more, know the score. Fuck. I've had that in my head, for the past 4 days.

#45

No sleep in Heaven, or Bethlehem.

Oops. What the fuck? Where did this come from hahaha. FRIDAY TOMORROW. YAY. Babysitting as well. I don't really know why I write this. No one reads it. Well things continue to be awkward at school, but It's getting better ? :3

#44

By the way, I tried to say I'd be there... Waiting for...
I love my mocha. It's not a coffee, not quite a hot chocolate, which is perfect, because I love coffee, and hot choc, but it makes me throw up :/

#43

Lets go mad, and well drive to city, dance all night with your body brushed against me.

'okaay, so here i was on the train coming back from dance, i sat down and decided to listen to my phone, but my phone has these wrap around headphone thingys so i had to look up in the process of putting them on, and on the luggage thingy above me was a doll- you know the kinda big ones? And i thought it was a small child, so i screamed OH MY FUCKING GOD WHY IS SOMEONE'S OFFSPRING UP THERE?!, but i didnt know i screamed it cause my headphones were in and everyone on the train like looked at me and thought i was some prat (: then to top it all off when the train got to New Malden i stacked right off it, yeaah everyone on the train thinks ima really downetic (;'

Kat's fzcking amazing story.  How shite, was today? Very, very. I hate ms conville. Fucking cunt took my earings. All 5. Bitch doesn't even deserve a capital letter for her name. 

#42

I'm not saying it was your fault, although you could've done more, well your so naive...

Bitch, why, why fucking whyyy. I can't believe I thought it might be different this time. How wrong I really was. I saw 2012 today. It was pretty amazing, if I wasn't in a cinema, I think I would have cried so much hahahahaha. Yeah I'm really, really cool, no? ;D

#41

When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight.
New moon was average. Pretty disappointed. OH MY GOD. WHY CAN PEOPLE NOT JUDGE ME PLEASE. IT'S ACTUALLY NOT FAIR. 

My room, is awesome.

#40

Miss, look at your guy, he loves it, I can see it in her eyes. 

Went shopping today, bought a tshirt, cardie gloves and shoees! So yeah, awesome day. I haven't had my banana today :/. Hahahahahah. Oh dear I'm even boring myself writing this. Let me think of something interesting to put. Or not.

#39

Hey sweetie, I need you here tonight.
Is this really happening? Again? Shit. I don't want to fall in the same trap again, but I can't help myself, I'm falling. Already? Maybe it'll change soon. 

And don't you dare say we can just be friends, I'm not some girl that you can sway, We knew it'd happen eventually.

La, la la la.

#38

Baby don't worry, you are my only, you won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down.
All my titles have 'you' in them lately. I had one of my jabs today... Now I realize why everyone was like OHW my arm, now mine kills :/. Things I don't like.
1. Confusing people, I like people to be straight with me
2. Bitches, the ones who talk behind my back
3. Two faced people, common, make your mind up?
4. Homework
5. Orange people. Wtf, at least I'm naturally tanned, I don't slap on shitloads of foundation to make myself orange.
6. Mean people? Yeah, well, obv.


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#37

Maybe it's best you leave me alone?

Grrr, I don't want to fall for you again. So I didn't reply.

#36

You act like you know...

You can't do this to me. You can't just try and pick things up, where we left off. Don't treat me like shit.

#35

Can't you feel my heart is beating? 
'If you're sexually active with a guy you don't even care about, it's not gonna hurt his reputation, it's gonna hurt yours'.

#34

No you can't find nothing at all, if there was nothing there all along.
So you can't make something out of nothing...? I hate it when people moan so much, when they don't see how lucky they really are. Just be positive; think positive, and everything seems better.

#33

I saw a light, coming through the trees. Freshly cut lawns, and little children sleepwalking. 

Sorry laptop's been broken! Now I've lost all my files, it's kinda depressing D:  . Everything's so fucked right now. 

It's someone's choice what they do with their life, not someone else's. 

'when we think we know people inside out and we think we know what's best for them we should try to remember we don't even know what's best for ourselves' Hayley Williams.

#32

You sit there in your heartache, waiting on some beautiful boy to save you from your old ways.
I find it so silly that I'm really bad at painting my nails on my right hand, using my left hand. So I did loads of layers of blue on the left, and I'm going to only do one layer of red on the right :). Yeah I know, doesn't match. Whatever. 

Are we only right handed because we were taught to write with our right hand? Could I have been left handed? If someone had encouraged me to learn to write with my left instead of my right when I was young? Or is it set, like in the brain, as soon as we're born; do we have a dominant hand from the moment of conception? 

#31

You and me together just think, I would take you for a nice drink

New glasses, ouch. Happy bonfire night maybe? Well I'm not exactly celebrating it till Saturday :) Hood road fireworks! They are always awesome and it's always a good night :3. I don't know what the fuck to write about today. I have nothing much to say yeah. I think I should teach myself not to trust people too easily.

#30

She doesn't care whether he's got no money, she knows he's got a heart of solid gold.
Ooh 30th blog. Okay living in contact lenses is so hard. I wish I could work ya know, I could get so much further. Hahaha. Okay tomorrow is fireworks day! Not much planned apart from hook road fireworks on Saturday! 
One of the things I hate, is greasy hair. I don't like hugging people with greasy hair. I know. LOL. And I hate HAVING greasy hair. That's why I wash my hair everyday. I KNOW, I KNOW, bad for my hair! But I don't straighten it any more, and I don't use heat on it as much, like WAY less. Good right?:) Because I'm growing out my hair, however long this takes!

#29

We go good together, just like coffee and cream.

Oh my god . I eat too much. HA. 

#28

So how are the stars tonight in Hollywood?
Oops missed Halloween! How could I eh? :) Actually it was pretty boring, stayed at home all day, then went out with Ellie and she came and we watched drag me to hell. Which was insane haha. I recommend it seriously if you like scary films that make you jump. It was so unexpected! And so like we were sat all huddled up and like screaming at everything ><. Last day of half term, so depressing. These contacts are not strong enough I swear, I couldn't cut a straight line, it's insane. New glasses from thursday or something, it's fucked, I will never wear them in public. Dear God please help me.