this is a post dedicated to maria

this is definitely lizzie, and i definitely don't leave my blog signed on at peoples' houses. this is a post dedicated to perhaps the sexiest, most charming, dashing and hilarious person on earth. you can probably guess who that is, of course. here is a compilation of jks, obviously involving the best person in the world. and me. i'm ok too, i guess

year seven, where we were fresh and the years were young! observe how my hair looks positively dashing. the person at the front doesn't even require explanation. i love what she's wearing. 
year eight, when the years were yet young, but we were slightly older. no idea what we were doing. GOOD TIMES

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can't touch this

I think it's clear to see why I love maria so very much. She's my sunshine, she's my star, she's my knight in shining armour. without maria i'd probably be in a dark abyss right now, eating doritos. she took me out of the maze, she's number one. and i love her, even though we don't talk much anymore which is SHOCKING

#91

Brakes on , brakes on, it's a science to fear.
I have made the thorough decision to make it to blog #100 and quit. Actually, that was a choice I just made, on the spot, in ten seconds. 
I will not make tumblr. I simply refuse to.
I already use facebook, dailybooth and flickr regularly, I do not want to add another to the list of things to keep up with...
I've never been anorexic in my entire life...
But I've got something to kind of admit, every time I eat, I feel guilty.

#90

Pardon my enthusiasm... I like your enthusiasm.
 I haven't blogged for a while actually.
 In my shoes, you too would not know what to do. I've stayed off today to revise. And I just realized how shit the rest of my blog is. Apart from one time... About the past, when I could be bothered to write. Why did everything have to suddenly happen just before my exams... It's so distracting. Oh and, about that, Im', shitting myself.

#89

Or watch the slow death, of your way of life.
Go check out the flickr hoes. 
LIZZIES FLICKRRRRR CLICK HERE

Flickr

This is a test post from , a fancy photo sharing thing.

#88

I can't believe it's always like this...
If you are going to say something, don't be such a pussy, choose to say it straight to my face please. Birthday in two days! My mum left a topshop bag and jack wills bag out, how very subtle. Haha I'm afraid she might get things I don't like, because I am VERY picky. :|

Freaky photo? No?Yeah.

#87

There's no need to rush, we're all just waiting, waiting to die.
Why are people SO two faced to me? It's like commaaaaaaan, I can see RIGHT through you, bitch. And it's multiple people actually. Thinking they can lie to me, or bum me in one situation, then suddenly ignore me. WHAT THE ACTUAL hell. Grow some balls please?
Another thing I wanted to talk about, was gratefulness? I have to pay for like EVERYTHING I buy, apart from sanatary stuff ofc. But yeah, I pay for my clothes, a lot of my food, all my travel, going out, you get me? Then all some people have to do is crawl up to their beloved daddy and ask for it. And then they get angry when daddy wont buy their little princess this amazing top they wanted which is actually just a shitty top and they only want it because they're jealous of their friend that had it. HAH, no. AT LEAST WE DON'T LIVE IN SUB SAHARA OR SOME SHIT. I know I work, but it is IRREGULAR, meaning I might not have it for like two weeks. pffft. My birthday in 6 days AAAYE. Haha I love you Jadeyy XD

#86

There's no turning back for us, tonight.
Why think about the past, if you can't change it? It's just going to make you feel worse, and worse, nothing you do, or say can change anything. So don't have regrets. Live life to the full while you can, like it's your last day, like you have nothing left to live for; let loose, have fun while you're young. Every individual day is completely different, you do different things, and even though the days may feel so repetitive, there will always be a difference, whether it's from what you ate, to what people said. The future is yours.  

#85

Cause I dream on his lips on my cheek.
I have about a months coursework to do tomorrow. How stupid of me, yeah? Played badminton and squash today lol, I'm cool. I got one of the spesh love hearts today, it says ME JULIE BEST MUM, from ali g yeah!! How cool is that yeah?no.

I'm too vein. 

#84

When you smile those sad eyes, look sadder and sadder still.
Got back from camp yesterday. I think I am still dead. My section won though... YAY. But I don't think I've ever pushed myself so hard (physically) in ccf. Seriously, I was like feeling as though I would die but I kept telling myself just to try for the section. Ahh I just went to the dentist for my first proper filling. No one told me I needed an injection in my mouth. So now when I smile at the moment I look like a tard. And I can't do my squirell face. Bleeeeugh my room is a mess and I need to un pack.

Why must my skin and hair decide to be fucked today?

#83

We should have run, I would go with you anywhere.

Sorry haven't blogged for long lol. I doubt anyone even reads this, it's just kinda nice to let my feelings out, when I want to, because I'm hardly ever in the mood. If you do actually read it, please do let me know. Camp from Saturday, say hello to excersize from hell. Haha it should be awesome though! I hope.... 

#81

Gettin' intoxicated every weekend, he make my heart go ooh ooh ooh.
Haha, sweet disposition was in skins last night :). Also, I thought this series was gonna be so crappy, but yesterday, episode two made me cry. When Emily found out Naomi cheated... Oh dear.  I went shopping today, for lots of food for camp. MMMM yummy! 

#80

Is your bed made?

Wahey it's Lizzie's eye!

#79

I'm not over. I'm not over you just yet.
I cannot put into words right now how angry I am. My phone has fallen to pieces, my dad will not buy me a new one, yet I can't unless I am over 16 years of age. Fuck my life. Fuck my life. Fuck my life. etc.
I'm so fucked off. why why why why why why why why must everything be so fucked. 

#78

Sun's up, we wait, all day.
I hate how he just thinks he can get away with this, i will actually hit him someday, I'm so angry! Why do I get so much stick? Judged so much?! 
And for the last time, I am NOT a chinky. I'm NOT Chinese, I'm part Japanese. Can people please get that right? And stop using the word chinky? It's not nice...  'no matter wat cuntry, your still a chink' 
He should go die in a hole, thankyou.

#77

STOP WOAH, BACK IT UP NOW LET ME SEE YOUR HIPS SWING! NOW DROP IT LOW, LET ME SEE YOUR HIPS SWING! 

Haa, I beat Ant's ASS at the game. PRINT SCREEN GAME!
How boring is life right now. I have babysitting on friday man! Should be fun, 4 kids from two fams, I know both of them pretty well, and we are making pizza:D:D. YAY. Got some more leggings from topshop because I always break mine-- I haven't payed my mum back yet >< But look, I got plain black ones, which are perfect! Then I tried these too.... They're scarily 80's. Should I keep?! XD 

They could look so nice, with the right clothes..?

#76

I dream of orcha whales and owls but I wake up in fear.

Sutton Grammar concert: much better than I thought it would be lmao. Still 90's theme was a bit boring? Straighteners broke, again >.> like, what the fuck, my hairs gone stupid! Working again today from 3pm, ugh. I don't know if I have said this, I probably have, but I'm not marrying someone who doesn't play piano, or guitar, or maybe sing, WELL. Because life would be totally boring if they didn't. Yeah, I'm sad, get over it. My blog has been getting more boring by the day lol, oops. Added someone to my to do list. Yeah, you heard me, my to do list.

#75

I know I tend to get insecure. I don't mind spending everyday, out on your corner in the pouring rain.
I have nothing to say. At all, pahah. I lose! :( I have Jack Petchey tomorrow, I have no idea what it is, or what I should speak about! Ideas? fb me >< 

haha!

#74

Lets make love, and listen to death from above.

Survey; here's a bit about me! :)

Do you have any tattoos? If so, what of?: I have none, but I would really like a few, just small ones, like a rose n my back, or the Mat Musto believe sign on my inner wrist.
What’s the last thing you bought?: 3 bra's haha, lots of undies! Oh and marshmallows for Loz <3
Do you have a job? If so, where?: Babysitting, and helping this lady with her kids parties.
What is your favorite book?: Yes, I admit it, I read >.> my fave book is Elsewhere, by Gabrielle Zevin. It's actually amazing, one of those book where you are like, hey this should be a film!
Where did you have your last birthday party?:At my house haha, it was an epic fail.
What’s your favorite song?: Always and ever, Remembering Sunday by All Time Low. Or Always Attract by You me at Six. Or even The Magic Numbers- Take a chance.
What’s your favorite band?: I like MOST bands haha, ish.
Are you an only child?:No I have two brothers, I'm in the middle. The ages of us are 11, 14 and 18 >.> Not fun, trust me.
What is your favorite color of ink to write in?: Blue! I don't know why, it looks neater, and it's less boring.
How tall are you? Not very... 5ft4?5ft3? :(
What’s your biggest fear?: I have a horrible fear of holes and clusters; trypophobia. Its actually SO bad, I can't describe it :(

#73

He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself.

No regrets. I think.

#72

Mario kart skills are outrageous, play me any day and I'll be the best racist, wait no erase it, meant to say racer.

Haha he makes such good lyrics! I didn't wear much makeup at all today, and surprisingly I look okay when I came home, instead of thinking OMG I LOOK SHIT XD XD 

#71

We're still so young, and desperate for attention.
That like, sums up our generation don't you think? Except no one likes attention seekers. I love snow, I don't get tired of it, much. I don't know what to talk about today. Isn't it wierd, when you feel like your getting close to some people, and its so nice, and then suddenly it's over, like it never happened. 
Anywho.

#70

I tried so hard to say goodbye.
People need to smile more. I mean, yeah of course life can be tough, but cant they not take everything they have for granted? For like the last time, people in LEDC's have nothing. They might not know better, but they have imaginations right? Maybe they think like only in heaven and paradise can people have all the food they want when they want, but all we have to do is go down to the shops. Do some un-known tribes we other countries even exist? 
Lol that was kind of silly right? So tonight I have been recommended some amazing foundations for oily skin! YAY. Even though my skins not bad, It's still really annoying man. I must clean my teeth now.

#69

#68

I'm losing myself just to find a place in your mind.

I've kind of given up. I should really concentrate on work now, I have so much to do tomorrow, textiles, photography, eugh. Everything's so wierd. What happeed to everyone? This was just photography, didn't actually drink any haha.