#79

I'm not over. I'm not over you just yet.
I cannot put into words right now how angry I am. My phone has fallen to pieces, my dad will not buy me a new one, yet I can't unless I am over 16 years of age. Fuck my life. Fuck my life. Fuck my life. etc.
I'm so fucked off. why why why why why why why why must everything be so fucked. 

#78

Sun's up, we wait, all day.
I hate how he just thinks he can get away with this, i will actually hit him someday, I'm so angry! Why do I get so much stick? Judged so much?! 
And for the last time, I am NOT a chinky. I'm NOT Chinese, I'm part Japanese. Can people please get that right? And stop using the word chinky? It's not nice...  'no matter wat cuntry, your still a chink' 
He should go die in a hole, thankyou.

#77

STOP WOAH, BACK IT UP NOW LET ME SEE YOUR HIPS SWING! NOW DROP IT LOW, LET ME SEE YOUR HIPS SWING! 

Haa, I beat Ant's ASS at the game. PRINT SCREEN GAME!
How boring is life right now. I have babysitting on friday man! Should be fun, 4 kids from two fams, I know both of them pretty well, and we are making pizza:D:D. YAY. Got some more leggings from topshop because I always break mine-- I haven't payed my mum back yet >< But look, I got plain black ones, which are perfect! Then I tried these too.... They're scarily 80's. Should I keep?! XD 

They could look so nice, with the right clothes..?

#76

I dream of orcha whales and owls but I wake up in fear.

Sutton Grammar concert: much better than I thought it would be lmao. Still 90's theme was a bit boring? Straighteners broke, again >.> like, what the fuck, my hairs gone stupid! Working again today from 3pm, ugh. I don't know if I have said this, I probably have, but I'm not marrying someone who doesn't play piano, or guitar, or maybe sing, WELL. Because life would be totally boring if they didn't. Yeah, I'm sad, get over it. My blog has been getting more boring by the day lol, oops. Added someone to my to do list. Yeah, you heard me, my to do list.

#75

I know I tend to get insecure. I don't mind spending everyday, out on your corner in the pouring rain.
I have nothing to say. At all, pahah. I lose! :( I have Jack Petchey tomorrow, I have no idea what it is, or what I should speak about! Ideas? fb me >< 

haha!

#74

Lets make love, and listen to death from above.

Survey; here's a bit about me! :)

Do you have any tattoos? If so, what of?: I have none, but I would really like a few, just small ones, like a rose n my back, or the Mat Musto believe sign on my inner wrist.
What’s the last thing you bought?: 3 bra's haha, lots of undies! Oh and marshmallows for Loz <3
Do you have a job? If so, where?: Babysitting, and helping this lady with her kids parties.
What is your favorite book?: Yes, I admit it, I read >.> my fave book is Elsewhere, by Gabrielle Zevin. It's actually amazing, one of those book where you are like, hey this should be a film!
Where did you have your last birthday party?:At my house haha, it was an epic fail.
What’s your favorite song?: Always and ever, Remembering Sunday by All Time Low. Or Always Attract by You me at Six. Or even The Magic Numbers- Take a chance.
What’s your favorite band?: I like MOST bands haha, ish.
Are you an only child?:No I have two brothers, I'm in the middle. The ages of us are 11, 14 and 18 >.> Not fun, trust me.
What is your favorite color of ink to write in?: Blue! I don't know why, it looks neater, and it's less boring.
How tall are you? Not very... 5ft4?5ft3? :(
What’s your biggest fear?: I have a horrible fear of holes and clusters; trypophobia. Its actually SO bad, I can't describe it :(

#73

He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself.

No regrets. I think.

#72

Mario kart skills are outrageous, play me any day and I'll be the best racist, wait no erase it, meant to say racer.

Haha he makes such good lyrics! I didn't wear much makeup at all today, and surprisingly I look okay when I came home, instead of thinking OMG I LOOK SHIT XD XD 

#71

We're still so young, and desperate for attention.
That like, sums up our generation don't you think? Except no one likes attention seekers. I love snow, I don't get tired of it, much. I don't know what to talk about today. Isn't it wierd, when you feel like your getting close to some people, and its so nice, and then suddenly it's over, like it never happened. 
Anywho.

#70

I tried so hard to say goodbye.
People need to smile more. I mean, yeah of course life can be tough, but cant they not take everything they have for granted? For like the last time, people in LEDC's have nothing. They might not know better, but they have imaginations right? Maybe they think like only in heaven and paradise can people have all the food they want when they want, but all we have to do is go down to the shops. Do some un-known tribes we other countries even exist? 
Lol that was kind of silly right? So tonight I have been recommended some amazing foundations for oily skin! YAY. Even though my skins not bad, It's still really annoying man. I must clean my teeth now.

#69

#68

I'm losing myself just to find a place in your mind.

I've kind of given up. I should really concentrate on work now, I have so much to do tomorrow, textiles, photography, eugh. Everything's so wierd. What happeed to everyone? This was just photography, didn't actually drink any haha.