#87

There's no need to rush, we're all just waiting, waiting to die.
Why are people SO two faced to me? It's like commaaaaaaan, I can see RIGHT through you, bitch. And it's multiple people actually. Thinking they can lie to me, or bum me in one situation, then suddenly ignore me. WHAT THE ACTUAL hell. Grow some balls please?
Another thing I wanted to talk about, was gratefulness? I have to pay for like EVERYTHING I buy, apart from sanatary stuff ofc. But yeah, I pay for my clothes, a lot of my food, all my travel, going out, you get me? Then all some people have to do is crawl up to their beloved daddy and ask for it. And then they get angry when daddy wont buy their little princess this amazing top they wanted which is actually just a shitty top and they only want it because they're jealous of their friend that had it. HAH, no. AT LEAST WE DON'T LIVE IN SUB SAHARA OR SOME SHIT. I know I work, but it is IRREGULAR, meaning I might not have it for like two weeks. pffft. My birthday in 6 days AAAYE. Haha I love you Jadeyy XD

#86

There's no turning back for us, tonight.
Why think about the past, if you can't change it? It's just going to make you feel worse, and worse, nothing you do, or say can change anything. So don't have regrets. Live life to the full while you can, like it's your last day, like you have nothing left to live for; let loose, have fun while you're young. Every individual day is completely different, you do different things, and even though the days may feel so repetitive, there will always be a difference, whether it's from what you ate, to what people said. The future is yours.  

#85

Cause I dream on his lips on my cheek.
I have about a months coursework to do tomorrow. How stupid of me, yeah? Played badminton and squash today lol, I'm cool. I got one of the spesh love hearts today, it says ME JULIE BEST MUM, from ali g yeah!! How cool is that yeah?no.

I'm too vein. 

#84

When you smile those sad eyes, look sadder and sadder still.
Got back from camp yesterday. I think I am still dead. My section won though... YAY. But I don't think I've ever pushed myself so hard (physically) in ccf. Seriously, I was like feeling as though I would die but I kept telling myself just to try for the section. Ahh I just went to the dentist for my first proper filling. No one told me I needed an injection in my mouth. So now when I smile at the moment I look like a tard. And I can't do my squirell face. Bleeeeugh my room is a mess and I need to un pack.

Why must my skin and hair decide to be fucked today?

#83

We should have run, I would go with you anywhere.

Sorry haven't blogged for long lol. I doubt anyone even reads this, it's just kinda nice to let my feelings out, when I want to, because I'm hardly ever in the mood. If you do actually read it, please do let me know. Camp from Saturday, say hello to excersize from hell. Haha it should be awesome though! I hope.... 

#81

Gettin' intoxicated every weekend, he make my heart go ooh ooh ooh.
Haha, sweet disposition was in skins last night :). Also, I thought this series was gonna be so crappy, but yesterday, episode two made me cry. When Emily found out Naomi cheated... Oh dear.  I went shopping today, for lots of food for camp. MMMM yummy! 

#80

Is your bed made?

Wahey it's Lizzie's eye!